I don't want my life to be full of regrets. I am fairly content now. I have wiped out everything in my life that has caused me anxiety. I stopped seeing Scott because it was not the ideal, he is not my ideal man. A man at my current job is and although he is married, I am striving for that ideal, not him. I am content in my two jobs, watching Hulu and working on my novel. I enjoy down time more. I no longer go to Superior where I was tempted by gambling. I do like this one bar with certain people who I became close with. I do not like the vibes at Pizza Man due to a cantancerous cook. He is real crabby and hostile. I am better off in Duluth. I work in a wealthy part of Duluth where there are mansions and people are opulent. It is a good feeling working in the best part of town. I am grateful.
This blog is about my struggles and redemption. There are tales of interpersonal conflict with men who I have dated. I would like to elevate the blog to healing and redemption, tools I have learned in my 12 step meeting.
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