Overall, I am doing better. I am still in love with Colorado Mike even though I have been asked out on 3 dates in the last week. I am going out with one new guy named John but I am not in a rush to get involved with anyone due to my left over feelings. I really do like Colorado Mike but I have to find a balance in my life. We may not end up together but I need him on a daily basis. I am not using him and he is not using me. We know where each person is at. But I do have an overwhelming feelings and surges of love at this time. He brings joy to my every day. Sometimes, as in the previous post, it is easier to dwell on the shortcomings of a person than face my feelings. I will be talking to him on the phone tonight. Time will tell what will happen to this relationship.
This blog is about my struggles and redemption. There are tales of interpersonal conflict with men who I have dated. I would like to elevate the blog to healing and redemption, tools I have learned in my 12 step meeting.
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