One thing has been kind of bothering me all week. Someone who has never been in my life, technically, is trying to call me and send me overt (not covert) messages. She is trying to find out what I am doing on nights she is suspicious. I do not have a need to answer her or reveal to her what I am doing because although she has tried to pervade my life, I was never a part of hers. I am not responsible for alleviating her fears. I have loyalty to my friends and it seems strange to me that this person wants to take on this role in my life when for cataclysmic reasons, dynamics have changed that have set a new strain of activities into motion.
However, this person doesn't realize I am a very busy person with a lot of commitments. I have church, toastmasters, I worked 60 hours overtime the past few weeks and I am going to see my family in Minneapolis soon. So without knowing anything, this person tries to invade my life. I have never given this person my phone number. She is a freak. It is not her God given right to tell me what to do and with who. I have several close friends in the Twin Ports. I would never have the nerve to call someone just a suspicion that I might be with who she feared the most. It's not her call. I owe my accountability to God and the people i am loyal to as part of my mission. I am not trying to save or defy anyone. She keeps trying to dominate a few people and wield power from her hands but really she is scared as hell and is a weak person. So please leave me alone. I have no reason to betray my friends or confess to something I am not guilty of in your eyes.
Find your own mission and take care of your kids.
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