Loyalty, betrayal and repentance

Re: November 2016 When you know someone is inherently loyal to you, one must not extract guilt from a situation and repent to the wrong person.  I am guilty of a sub standard sin of fornication that is unmentionable but I have betrayed no one when I am true to my authentic feelings of love in the sense of expression.  It is the volcanic love that erupts in my veins.  I speak to God about my thankfulness and ask his mercy.  Making love is a healing process and with the right person, it comes natural like the sound of the waves splashing on a rock opening the universe a rapture of unfolded enchantment.  I asked for forgiveness only in the sense of dissolving a misunderstanding but the actions outweigh the intentions and the inevitable takes place due to mutual self will.  The trail of my veins as I reach out for your body- your arms, your chest, your thighs- do not defy but the guilded wisdom of what I feel is right within my soul...not a game but a captivation of entwining tanglement of my arm's embrace.  As I feel your bodily heat inside my breast, I rest my hand upon your nibbled head and you feel safe in my embrace.  I comfort you. Through blood memories, you pledge this instinct of desire once again on me not separated by time, interference or prevailing enemies. May the expressive breath of that moment silence any doubters and bring me to altruistic high of merging of self to self with the dimming twilight through my upper window as the universe closes its door to any enmity and blockades the protest of the anguished lover as she treads the scars of her battered soul.  Hush.  Don't fight back, just acknowledge.