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Monday, November 15, 2021

Preambled fate (Revised)

I re-recorded the suicide audio authored by MM and stored it privately on my other website.  For now, it will not be released for public viewing.  It occurred Christmas Eve 2020 and I was not present.  It was bequeathed to me by an ex girlfriend who wanted to prove he was insane. 

It is a plethora of self induced violent driven language with moments of self involved tragedy, inflicted verbalization to his girlfriend at the time that no one can understand him, no one can rescue him, not even himself as he adds the final touches of a stainless steel knife.  That is the result of him expecting the impossible.  A carnal, mortal human being to save him and trying to vilify her for being unable to save him before the III Act. Not only did he refuse to listen to her...it was a solo Shakespearean unplanned moment of truth when he realizes his circular reasoning is flawed and insists that dying is his only recompense.  Let us applaud Othello as the blue squad cars roll up his driveway and expend taxpayer dollars for a regressive alcoholic who created this drama by way of neglect, who only wants an audience driven exit out of the world not a Japanese hara-kari act of nobility.   The land frozen at Christmas, his declaration that life is over and yet he survives another year to look for empathy in strangers knowing he will reveal that final plot twist of death and suicide to all the women who have failed him....as long as there are pre purchased tickets.  LIne up Match.com pigeons, your moment is coming.


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