There was no goodbye

I had my first day off in over two months.  It felt strange.  I overslept church.  Bummer.  It took me awhile to adjust to myself.  I worked on my screenplay Friday night but not today.  I just didn't want to.  Yesterday at work, it was so boring.  I hate working 12 hour shifts.  Most of the clients are fun to be around though.  It was a relaxing day and I watched a lot of crime solving reality shows.  Channel 17 Investigation ID is really good.  Enclosed are some of the last texts between Michael M. and I btwn Feb 14th and 16th.    His writing is in white and mine is in yellow.  We kept telling each other not to be mean. They weren't as cruel as one might expect.  There was no goodbye.  I did publish one of his apology texts about 3 weeks ago.  I still have all his texts in my phone from around Feb 1.  I erased the rest.

There was no closure but he is alone now.  I know he still has Amy and maybe Amy can keep him content.  I can't answer that now but I know he probably at least tried to quit drinking once.  I know in his heart of hearts, he doesn't really care about me or anyone else.  Only if it serves him I am sad to report.  He was sensitive but also self centered.  I would believe him maybe once if he apologized.