Why I am upset with Michael and other stuff

I wake up every day with a good sensation.  I am loved and love others.  I don't hide from people.  I am not a coward.  I work through my issues.  My last conversation with MM he was crying and hyperventilating because he was scared of KK.  She said he created a lot of drama in her life.

I had a setback yesterday but I am strong.   I know I will never have a one on one meeting with a Pastor b/c MM doesn't want to face his actions.   A lot of time has passed now and it is hurting me to inquire about his condition.  I just hope for the love of God he stopped drinking and went to an AA meeting. Please stop drinking.  Your mind is so clouded with lies and bullshit. It is so easy to read someone's blog but facing the people he has offended, frickin impossible.  Impossible!!!  We can only control our own actions and I have to remember that. I asked Michael to meet with a pastor after I discovered the other woman and he would not. I am still suffering the consequences of his cruel behaviour. 

I included a screen shot of Colorado Mike's nice msgs I get every day.  He is kind to me.  I need that.

I have been having stomach problems.  I have to run to the doctor now and I have a job interview for another education job full time.

Peace out.

I am happy today.  I helped my son get $2,300.00 back in taxes.  Yes, because I am that good at taxes and he paid a lot of tuition out of pocket.