Sunday, April 8, 2012
The Verdict: to be decided
Is it true we can choose our own future...or do events and circumstances allow us to maneuver into alternate courses? As a former athlete, I have to mark things over time, and then weigh them. Jayhun & I have been dating 8 months and 1 week. Is that significant? Is it a genuine love, a validation or accomodation of someone 24 yrs my junior? What is the point? Time dissipates everything and I find my love for him strong on some days and totally crumbling on others. I believe the verdict is out. Now I feel thrown off b/c he is 15 min late....so I will log back on at Midnight and let you know the outcome.