Not backing down

I am not going to let anyone tell me what to do in life but I will take good advice like I did from my counselor today.  My twin sister is short with me and she doesn't even know my circumstances.  My friend Jon is my best friend and I had a hard time getting ahold of him this week because he had unusual obligations, not to mention working 6 days a week.  I finally got ahold of him today and felt better.  Colorado Mike and I don't plan to talk every day, we both have to re-assess things.  My friends at work are my rock.

White culture is generally stingy.  It does not matter how rich you are.  White people will not loan their family members money most of the time no matter what.  They also freak out if you ask them for $50.  When I lived with an African family from Sierra Leone, they always borrowed and helped each other.  I witnessed it first hand.  Same thing with most of my Mexican and Korean friends.  It is the only white culture that is rude and abrasive.  I have had friends in the past loan me money.  Renata, Dave, and Jon.  Jon is 1/2 latino and has a good heart.  He paid for a church member to file divorce in Santa Monica.  It was around $400.  He gave our mutual friend Bob $2000 to publish his book.  I don't want to generalize like my friend in Colorado but most white people, no matter how rich, are stingy.