After 2 years and 2 months, Colorado Mike and I are no longer together. It was my decision, propelled by a letter. I felt that our relationship was not gravitating toward a committed relationship. He is preoccupied with work and his daughter has a difficult medical condition now that he must attend to. It was probably not the best time for me to approach him, being my son has been in the service 8 weeks. I could not really afford emotionally to part ways with him. I am still deciding on the idea of friendship. At this time, I am taking a break from him. I have had 3 jobs since November and I almost transitioned to a full time office job. Right now, I work at FedEx, a part time office job and a halfway house. God is keeping me busy and focused while my son is away. I basically have to choose a new life for myself. I have been very lazy about working on my novel, and am light years behind. I gotta go, I have a Zoom meeting.
This blog is about my struggles and redemption. There are tales of interpersonal conflict with men who I have dated. I would like to elevate the blog to healing and redemption, tools I have learned in my 12 step meeting.
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