working through the grief
On a serious note, I thought of two things today that bothered me. The whole time I was in California, MM asked me for 3 sexy videos a day. This was btwn Dec. 24 and 31. I wonder if A was around then? Also, 2x during my trip to Calif, he thought I was in Florida. I was wondering, do alcoholics lose sight of reality frequently or only during groggy periods of the day. He also said, he didn't want me to send any pictures of lemon trees or sunshine or the ocean because he had never been to California. By the sixth day, He asked for some pictures. I will add them maybe tonight.
I am still working through my issues but today was a spectacular day. I talked to the other Mike I am now involved with. I can't wait to see him the end of March. He lives out West a few states and I haven't been to that state since around 2012 so I am excited to go. I am saving my money furiously to rent a car and stuff. The tickets are bought but I might exchange them and drive out there in a rental car.
Other than that, school is going really good. We could not do outdoor recess for two days. We have parent teacher conferences this week and a few other special events before Spring Break next week.
All 4 now.
This blog is about my struggles and redemption. There are tales of interpersonal conflict with men who I have dated. I would like to elevate the blog to healing and redemption, tools I have learned in my 12 step meeting.
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