We are all guilty of some lies. Some people are guilty of exaggeration.
I am still angry at Michael but every day God is helping me be a better person and recognize my own shortcomings. If I work on myself, I will have the right focus. I want to work on myself and help others at the same time. Michael lied to me about so many things. Here are a few.
He told me he only had 5 women his whole life. He had 3 in the last year.
He told me he took his dad to church every other Sunday.
He told me he prayed. Maybe for himself, he does.
He never told me about Amy but cried over Tammy.
He told me he made $26 an hour but I saw his net pay and it was only $1394 for 2 weeks. NOT
He told me he talked to his son in San Francisco who can now speak Spanish and then he told me he had not spoken to him in years.
He told me he did not want a formal relationship after 4 weeks and a 5 ft 4 woman kept bothering him but he wanted to be alone for now because he was happier alone. (Even though he was sleeping with 2 women)
He told me he never cheated on anyone he was in a sexual relationship with.
He told me he charged his younger son $200 a month rent while living there...then he said he charged his son and his girlfriend $400 a piece.
He said at least 50x he had to go change his dad's feeding tube when he was probably doing something else.
He told me he wanted to go on a road trip with me in the summer.
He told me he would go to my cousins for Thanksgiving but then I decided to go to Minneapolis.
I gave him all I could and he lied through his mother freakin teeth. He even lies to himself.
His utter verbiage put a rope around my neck and sunk me into a sea of despair. I haven't written about this aspect because I have been too busy fighting for my dignity.
Everyone around him is blind except his father knows his weaknesses and his brother D**** knows the inkling of the Holy Spirit and his misguided direction.
Right now, I haven't forgiven him but I do have new focuses, a new boyfriend, a novel to write and extra work shifts to pay bills. Maybe I will be able to forgive him someday if he asks for it. I will keep this blog up as a testimony to his indifference.
All 4 now.
My son has a big problem I have to help him resolve in the next few weeks. It will be taken care of.
I help my son every other day with food, money, oil changes and all that kind of stuff.
I don't abandon my children like some people.
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