I have still been processing my feelings regarding the person I was with from late October to early to mid January. Communication has been still active but I did have to shut the door because our business is over. We equally agree on this. I still perceive that he only sees himself as a victim because that is his mindset. One day, maybe a week from now, I won't care what he thinks. I am hoping that is true.
These are some of the questions unanswered.
If he is still in love with Tammy, why is he even dating? Their divorce was not final until 2017.
He harrassed someone on public record and he had to pay a $200 fine.
Some bimbo came to his house Thanksgiving Day and threw his phone agst the wall. Then he text me by accident and told her not to come over anymore via text via me. He then apologized to me for sending me her text but not for being around someone else when we were dating.
He never explain to me what I meant to him and I am pretty sure he resents the hell out of me.
Some of these thoughts circle in my head. I would like to forget about him because he was a very confusing person who messed with my head. One day we were Clark Gable and Carol Lombard, the next day I was on standby on the whim of his mood, his changing demands and drinking level. He paid me $10 twice to come across the bridge at midnight. He possibly had some nice qualities and now I can't remember most of them. I have to run to work.
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