The earth surrounds me
but I am chained to my habits
my perception
like a clinging doll on a trapeze
my balance line my checkbook
counting chips
failing in grace
addicted to greed
splintering logic
separating truth
black and white raw
pale storms surround me
inflicting my inner being
I am dead yet alive
in my inclining nature
to have, possess then dissipate
capturing slipping fingers
trying for a temporary win
with no reserve.
This blog is about my struggles and redemption. There are tales of interpersonal conflict with men who I have dated. I would like to elevate the blog to healing and redemption, tools I have learned in my 12 step meeting.
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