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Saturday, September 19, 2020

I am tired.....

 My life had been a whirlwind the last few years.   I have been very busy and now I would like to slow down about 2 days a week and work less.  I am in a long distance relationship which is convenient in many ways.  The every day wear and tear of dealing with up front problems is not present.  I have a lot of freedom but now I want to hunker down and do more with my writing.  I also am considering joining a government program where I serve in the schools 20 hours a week and get part of my student loans paid off.  I have engaged in some risky behavior regarding my addiction.  I keep tempting myself to do dumb and dumber things even though I am financially set.  I have now set aside time to read and review the article on "Self sabotage."  I do not need to engage in "risky behavior" but somehow I find myself putting myself in that position.  Luckily, my paycheck was $2,237 net for two weeks and I paid $1400 in Bills.  I am saving the rest.  

I am going to Bayfield in a week and looking forward to seeing an old friend.    We will hang out together.  I am too tired to write anymore because I got a flat tire at midnight and didn't go to bed til 4 a.m.

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